To the friend I almost lost, I know the suffocating loneliness you must be coming closely acquainted with right now. This feeling will begin strong, unfaltering in its power to incapacitate you. I promise you it won’t last. It must hurt to see everyone move on without knowing what you truly want in life. Perhaps …
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Are you there?
As of late my mornings are unforgivably harsh to the psyche. I spend them in constant dream recovery. They reveal to me the person whom I wish to write, whom I either refuse to or can no longer. No surprises here as I beg the question on repeat; am I ever going to see your …
Dreaming of you
I had a dream. You were next to me. My parents were there, and you were saving me. I generally would be opposed to the idea of being a damsel in distress needing to be saved, but your presence and undying support was what dreams are truly made of. You assured me I was strong, …
the ‘i miss you’ complex
she, who was once starry-eyed, full of curiosity and intrigue, has been granted a loss of innocence. a death of the soul. a void manifests within the hearts deepest depths. it is a black-hole that attracts everything that was once out of reach – and subsequently destroys them along with the hope, dreams, and life …
foolishness
what a fool i was to allow you to lead me to my demise. what a fool i was to fall for such a jester. what a fool i was to let you infiltrate my heart. what a fool i am to continue to long for your affections. what a fruitless game of love, i …
to be a woman
forever i waited for you. as time passed and as we aged, your memory faded. but every so often when i hear your name; it ignites a flame within. a yearning that is lost between a hello and goodbye. to be in your arms is both quintessentially heaven and my darkest hell. your tenderness singes …
the seething cut of betrayal
no one ever told me of the weight of an empty heart. when one’s own blood, love, friend, trusted companion, cuts you; no one tells you why. is this revenge? is this retribution? is this a payment for one’s past and future wrongdoings? is there a deeper meaning to a betrayal of exquisite stature? all …
the regret of reality
it truly is a strange universe to live in, which between every breath is a heartbeat of yearning, of desire, and an ever-inching chasm of what truly is. the harsh reality of reality itself. the emptiness of what could never be, but the fullness of hope. perhaps life is inherently paradoxical. – olivia
one of many
having nothing particularly revolutionary to offer to a world so devoid of fullness is truly terrifying yet (strikingly & oddly) gratifying. to find an individual so full of hope, so full of potential to do great, whatever great may be, is one of life’s greatest joys. what will they do? what will they say? perhaps, …
the reconciliation
to mourn someone who is yet to pass. to be haunted by someone who still is very much living. the mind is an enigma, and for that I’m forgiving. for the pain that it has brought to me on the darkest of days, has lead to the newest of beginnings. when days are dark, allies …
pandemonium & more 